Piano bright up my day~~~

is a boring afternoon....
hvn recover from the shock result @.@
watch movie until sienz jor
then go kolegiat to play piano
very enjoy in my own world
play whatever i like 
sing all along


we are the painter in our own life.....
if u paint it dull...
be sure u will only experienced black and white
if u paint it colourful
definitely u will satisfied and enjoy ur day always
no regret and no dullness


today~~
i painted it great
thus i had a comfortable and relaxing afternoon
with notes flying all around
feeling great!!!!!


and SHE
cutely told me she was all around to listen from me!!!
blame me somemore as i dont share with her....
truly ~~
i seldom share....
especially those made me emo and uncomfortable
i prefer write it out instead of talk it out
is already my style......
mayb i will try but i doubt on my ability...><
hoho~~~~~~~

原来也不过如此

好失望 好失望

也许观念不同    默契不足

几年过去

有了一点改变  进化

仍然不足。。。至少我是这样觉得的

我不是敢爱敢恨的

喜悦容易与人分享   前提是他们愿意听  

烦恼和不满永远都是自己吞

咽不住了就只有在这里发泄了

我有自己的原则

自认为很了解自己

知道自己要什么    追求什么

爱玩爱热闹爱疯狂      甚至偶尔有点神经质

若你不是我一类的

就请离我远一点

你的文静  情绪化  善变

受够了

不值的。。。

我再也不会在乎

Millionaire Life Camp at Botanical Garden

have a great camp for 3 days

 escape myself from all those assignments

and the boring uni while city life

feel relieve in such natural phenomenon
the fresh air, dripping leaves and the cool weather
so as watching residents riding bicycle freely along the pathway
totally match my hill life..haha

even i dun like those mosquitoes which make me itchy all the way round

and those monkeys jumping here and there
but its acceptable when i m accompany with repellent

learnt a lot in this camp

most probably we have to seize on religion

not money, authority nor reputation
all these are meaningless as we cannot bring any into heaven



got a chance visiting to 4 season house before we came bek
is Autumn period now

 

colourful flora

a bit blurr...coz behind the mirror....is a small hut with windmill

what a autumn feeling

the most i like..dun it feel like western country?? ^^

 this is the machine they use to maintain the cool temperature during autumn
even a bit ugly

my lovely groupmates
glad to have u all
and we are the best超动感team!!!
and the superactive team as well...
hahahahaha
u guys had successfully cheer up my day...^^
give thanks

this few days~~

gotta feeling to study
but still
some of the class are too boring in deed


Mr. econometric!!!
can u juz talk to the point...
i m keeping blurr as u are jumping all the way round
talk about ur story and talk all u liked...
i m totally agree u are a professional lecturer
pro in lecture nonsense and rubbish
mayb some of the point (juz sometimes)
==lll


Mr. micro!!
i do see ur hardwork and humour
but...
we are totally not in the same channel
and the slides are short and simple enough somemore
i m wondering hw could i keep awake in ur class T.T


i really aim to be a gud gal tis sem
keep awake in class
do all my works
attending all the classes
i m really aiming for these


but juz a week passed
i m getting bored
getting tired


i m missing penang indeed
the seashore
the hill

Learning

learn to love and to be loved
learn to care and to be cared
learn to serve and to help
learn to not be alone while trying to squeeze into community


i know i am just small for everything
but with a hard work..
i will manage!!!
a new sem and a new life ^^

=)

is having good mood tis few days.....
everything get bek to normal....^^


i duno whether is worth....
but i juz cant give up at tis moment


let's work hard for all these
i believe we will have a gud journey

................................................

输了。。。。
彻彻底底的。。。。
输给了亲情
赔了爱情
失去了自己


不是努力就会有结果
不是坚持就可以到最后
不是妥协就可以海阔天空
更不是一句句的承诺就可以得到幸福


够了。。。。
一段段的刻骨铭心
够了。。。。
一直想要走到最后的心态


totally赞成师母当年说的
但我做不到
永远都做不到了


也许没那么投入就不会如此痛心
也许没那么认真就可以洒脱点


虽然失去了我这辈子最努力守护的~
再痛心的当儿
昨晚的我。。。
还是幸福
因为有家人的陪伴
谢谢妹。。。
试图对我疯言疯语，让我忘记疼痛
谢谢哥。。。
bcoz u are sis....and we are tough and smart enough...sure u can~~~
谢谢妈。。。
不时进来房间偷窥，只为了确定女儿还好好的
也谢谢媚。。。
第一时间的安慰


我并不是一无所有
虽然没了依赖的肩膀
但我还有最珍贵的亲情，友情and Father in Lord...........

CHOICE

family and beloved

how to choose

but y we need to choose??

if cnt achieve a balance

plz escape me

if u cnt escape

plz promise me

i need a lot a lot of strange and courage

to lie and comfort myself

console myself

i need an arm to rest in

just one

but where it is

maybe u need it more

but can i help

i m wondering

in time 

i cant make use of all these

then how should we goes through

izit time can prove all

or instead of time

nothing can explain

1st day~~

1st day....
no reply~~~
no answer~~~
no comment~~~~

已厌倦

不知如何看待我们的关系
我们已回不去从前
恨透现在的无力感
有些事情不是努力就有结果
我已经很努力很努力
仍然看不到成效


你说不要想未来
只要现在开心就好



但现在
不止看不见未来
难过却也大过开心



有些事情一直想说出口
却一再压抑
深怕覆水难收



但我。。。。。
又有谁可倾诉！！！！

When we were met!!!!

we were met after half years

even we were separate

far from each other

we are still in HEART!!

COOL CAPS!!!

souveniers from dear rabbit

for our 21st memory

love it very much^^

posing with our caps

dont we look cute??

kakakaka

missing of dear crocodile

who had missed our gathering...

staying in New Zealand

fighting for her future

DEAR CROCODILE

although we are not together in real

but u are always in our heart....

counting for ur day bek!!!

hehe

proving~~~~~~~~~

i hate to b emo
but i cant stop it at all

keep on waiting these few days.......
and keep on disappointing....

tears fell down unexpectedly....
fully exhausted to stop it
no matter wake up or in dreamz

is frust to force to smile in front of ppl...........
is hard to hide myself from crowd....


is counting for the days
to prove myself~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~

当男人不愿为你改变时
你只有一再降低你的标准和要求
来迎合男人
因为你还学不会放开
这就是女人~~~~~~~~~~


当男人决定放开女人
就算心里再痛再伤
也不会再往回走了
因为他认定下一个女人会更好
也认定女人会找到更好的


也许女人已心死
不会再迎接下一段恋情
男人已心冷
不会再接受同类型的女人


因为热力不再
了解尚浅


当小女人碰上小男人
当想太多的女人碰上思维逻辑简单的男人
当一直存着希望的女人碰上始终无法突破厚墙的男人

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

爱情学分

我
不再是我......
因为爱情而卑微
因为妥协而迷失




我不知是我太强势了....
还是我不懂爱情......
一件不符合我性格的
我终究还是做了




最后一次吧.....
学习抓住
也学习妥协.....
若现在的折磨
可以换来我们都想要的
我心甘情愿




爱情学分........................
我终究还是没修好~~~

我只想开心

若我的开心是你的负担

你的沉重

你的烦恼

宁可我们只是平行线

勉强的交错只会带来遗憾

恨透复杂交错的感觉

却无力改变

曾经试过包容, 相信

真的~~~

因为没人是完美的

wow~~~

is feeling good this few days
no assignment
no classes
no homework
and nth to worry about




yeah~~~
hopefully the days can last long^^

~~~~~~~

在找寻着


是什么让感情起了化学变化
当人们无法适应变化
该怎么回到从前




若回不到从前了
双方都不愿改变
结局又是？？




若这是每段感情的演变过程
我很肯定
我。。。。不适合爱情




也许当初质疑妹妹的理念
昨晚
却有刹那间认同了。。。




When all promises turn into lies...........

A day after hard exam~~

spend a good time with chlg yesterday

a deep enjoyed in Neway~~

a great salad buffet and lunch set

with a glass of Hong Kong milk tea~~ THUMBS UP!!!!

some more there is all sort of new song tat i love~~

experience once more non-stop mouth...

quite proud with my mouth yesterday

tat keep on singing and eating without a single minute of rest....^^

during shopping time

success to get wat i need

plus some other things tat i don need very much actually

used up all the wallet money

supper GENG lah~~~hehe

 

Valentine

Rose

Iphone

HTC                     =             Valentine

Chocolate

Candle Dinner 

=p

is feeling good tonight

as we are met after 1 month

ur temperature

still left in my palms

ur humour

clearly in my mind

 

YOU ARE totally IN MY HEART

鞋鞋丫鞋鞋~~~

 

今天去balakong的收获~~

鞋鞋丫鞋鞋

好彩我找回你了

不小心把你落在更衣室了

ORANGE的员工

Arigato!!!!

被我误会的XX女士

抱歉啦。。

Mandy Wong~~~

u really need to help me massage my legs

as I ran upstairs and downstairs 

for ur SHOES!!!

我可以~~~

熟悉的讲台

熟悉的环境

熟悉的巴士

剩下的只剩陌生

有点陌生

有点茫然

有点无所适从

需要一股强大的毅力

让我战胜陌生

适应环境

我相信

我可以的!!!!

I m bacK~~~

 

After thinking~~~

considering~~~

deciding~~

the outcome is

I Want TO GO BacK CHURCH

let the past be the past

Lord

I miss UR hug so much

I need U to maintain

I m BacK

311210

昨夜星空璀璨

在迈入2011年的最后一秒

第一次参与倒数

第一次看到如此盛大的烟花

虽然在烟花前

竟然在广场椅子上睡着了>.<

烟花放了5分钟吧！！！

站在我前面的外籍情侣也纠缠了如此之久~~~

兴奋，尖叫，拥抱，抚摸 and

KISS!!!!!!!!

哈哈。。。。

我妹说：

阿姐，很像在拍戏耶。。。。^^

i was missing him indeed

when i watched the fireworks

hope tat he was beside me

viewing together

wishing together

as we hvnt had such moment b4.....

looking at the firework

i was sure 

those crowd of ppl must be wishing all the way

i m wondering hw much of wishes cn the fireworks carried.......

bt i m greedy enough

i wished a lot

1st          

i hope my family can go through all the difficulties

2nd 

i wished he was the most suitable and the only one in my rest of life

3rd

Lord, plz burned up my life again

i need YOU in deed in my spiritual life.....

i m wondering

whether i had correctly positioned my wishes

BUT

these were totally my wishes in 2011~~~