Piano bright up my day~~~

is a boring afternoon....
hvn recover from the shock result @.@
watch movie until sienz jor
then go kolegiat to play piano
very enjoy in my own world
play whatever i like 
sing all along


we are the painter in our own life.....
if u paint it dull...
be sure u will only experienced black and white
if u paint it colourful
definitely u will satisfied and enjoy ur day always
no regret and no dullness


today~~
i painted it great
thus i had a comfortable and relaxing afternoon
with notes flying all around
feeling great!!!!!


and SHE
cutely told me she was all around to listen from me!!!
blame me somemore as i dont share with her....
truly ~~
i seldom share....
especially those made me emo and uncomfortable
i prefer write it out instead of talk it out
is already my style......
mayb i will try but i doubt on my ability...><
hoho~~~~~~~

原来也不过如此

好失望 好失望

也许观念不同    默契不足

几年过去

有了一点改变  进化

仍然不足。。。至少我是这样觉得的

我不是敢爱敢恨的

喜悦容易与人分享   前提是他们愿意听  

烦恼和不满永远都是自己吞

咽不住了就只有在这里发泄了

我有自己的原则

自认为很了解自己

知道自己要什么    追求什么

爱玩爱热闹爱疯狂      甚至偶尔有点神经质

若你不是我一类的

就请离我远一点

你的文静  情绪化  善变

受够了

不值的。。。

我再也不会在乎

Millionaire Life Camp at Botanical Garden

have a great camp for 3 days

 escape myself from all those assignments

and the boring uni while city life

feel relieve in such natural phenomenon
the fresh air, dripping leaves and the cool weather
so as watching residents riding bicycle freely along the pathway
totally match my hill life..haha

even i dun like those mosquitoes which make me itchy all the way round

and those monkeys jumping here and there
but its acceptable when i m accompany with repellent

learnt a lot in this camp

most probably we have to seize on religion

not money, authority nor reputation
all these are meaningless as we cannot bring any into heaven



got a chance visiting to 4 season house before we came bek
is Autumn period now

 

colourful flora

a bit blurr...coz behind the mirror....is a small hut with windmill

what a autumn feeling

the most i like..dun it feel like western country?? ^^

 this is the machine they use to maintain the cool temperature during autumn
even a bit ugly

my lovely groupmates
glad to have u all
and we are the best超动感team!!!
and the superactive team as well...
hahahahaha
u guys had successfully cheer up my day...^^
give thanks

this few days~~

gotta feeling to study
but still
some of the class are too boring in deed


Mr. econometric!!!
can u juz talk to the point...
i m keeping blurr as u are jumping all the way round
talk about ur story and talk all u liked...
i m totally agree u are a professional lecturer
pro in lecture nonsense and rubbish
mayb some of the point (juz sometimes)
==lll


Mr. micro!!
i do see ur hardwork and humour
but...
we are totally not in the same channel
and the slides are short and simple enough somemore
i m wondering hw could i keep awake in ur class T.T


i really aim to be a gud gal tis sem
keep awake in class
do all my works
attending all the classes
i m really aiming for these


but juz a week passed
i m getting bored
getting tired


i m missing penang indeed
the seashore
the hill

Learning

learn to love and to be loved
learn to care and to be cared
learn to serve and to help
learn to not be alone while trying to squeeze into community


i know i am just small for everything
but with a hard work..
i will manage!!!
a new sem and a new life ^^

=)

is having good mood tis few days.....
everything get bek to normal....^^


i duno whether is worth....
but i juz cant give up at tis moment


let's work hard for all these
i believe we will have a gud journey

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输了。。。。
彻彻底底的。。。。
输给了亲情
赔了爱情
失去了自己


不是努力就会有结果
不是坚持就可以到最后
不是妥协就可以海阔天空
更不是一句句的承诺就可以得到幸福


够了。。。。
一段段的刻骨铭心
够了。。。。
一直想要走到最后的心态


totally赞成师母当年说的
但我做不到
永远都做不到了


也许没那么投入就不会如此痛心
也许没那么认真就可以洒脱点


虽然失去了我这辈子最努力守护的~
再痛心的当儿
昨晚的我。。。
还是幸福
因为有家人的陪伴
谢谢妹。。。
试图对我疯言疯语，让我忘记疼痛
谢谢哥。。。
bcoz u are sis....and we are tough and smart enough...sure u can~~~
谢谢妈。。。
不时进来房间偷窥，只为了确定女儿还好好的
也谢谢媚。。。
第一时间的安慰


我并不是一无所有
虽然没了依赖的肩膀
但我还有最珍贵的亲情，友情and Father in Lord...........